Trainwreck

God am I confused. Ugh.. I don't even know anymore about anything. Weird dreams and flirting girls are blurring my mind about who I actually like, someone who seems nice enough, or someone I've never talked to face to face. The idea of a person. They're both friends, so I don't want to not be friends with either of them.

I don't wanna wreck my life, basically.

>.<
-sigh-
I guess you can just take away from this post that I suck.

Welcome back

so haaaaay.

sorry I abandoned you for so long. :(

I just was doing ~stuff

most of that ~stuff involved Freshman Connection and Neopets.

PROUD MOMENTS WORLD. PROUD MOMENTS.

But really, I've been doing a lot at my future high school (which no, I am not revealing on the internet. I'm not stupid.) and I've been doing a lot online that didn't include this.

But basically, in closing, hope you had a great Canada Day, have a great 4th of July, and have fun this summer/winter thing.

8D

So my friend wrote this

"Well today was a day we will never again experience, a day of triumph, and a day of fear, a day of love, but also a day of losing loved ones, the day started out as any other, except everyone looked purple. We all told ourselves in our head "damn it's so hot on this stage" but we used every bit of strength we had to finish it on a high note, then we got outside and rejoiced as we achieved the dreaded 8th grade. We hugged, took pictures, some threw hats in the air, and some of us were deciding to cry or not, that moment didn't feel like the end, so we didn't. Then we had to wait those 6 dreaded hours that felt like an eternity. we dressed up, got classy but casual. Then we got to the party, At the beginning, We all mingled for a bit while we waited on others. Once we got there, we jumped in to the photo booth that opened up. We did this to create pictures that we can use to always preserve our memories. After that we got to the dancing, some danced with a fiery passion of the whole thing, while others weren't used to the idea so felt self-cautious.( I myself only danced for the last 5 songs)After that it hit us, we were leaving these people who we have been with for a majority of our lives, we laughed, we cried, we loved. we also rejoiced this moment in the way we know best, Singing, because if there's 2 songs we know by now, it's Seasons Of Love and M-I-S-H-A. Some cried,even the strongest people I have ever meant were sobbing, some held together but were crying inside, that or the shock didn't hit us yet. We hugged the people who cried, they needed it, this was an emotional chapter in our lives and we let it go by too fast. I will never forget this day and neither should anyone from the esteemed class of 200(fine) should either. I Will Miss You. I LOVE YOU ALL!"

It was one of the most beautiful descriptions I've ever read. It was a description of my graduation from the 8th grade. <3 I'm probably gonna miss this kid more than all the other kids at my school.

All in all, I just wanted to share this.

made. my. day.

August 15…Chicago, IL…First Midwest Bank Pavilion…Fall Out Boy, Panic at the Disco, Chester French

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Lots of teh newz

So, a lot has happened lately.

First of all, let me say how nervous I was for yesterday. Yesterday was my audition for the advanced band program at my future high school. NERVE WRACKING.

So I learn my solo for the tryout, I get to the place, and he's late. I was on time, so no judging me. I saw some other people there too, and the kid was kinda cute. Haha, like I'd have a chance. Anyway, so this other kid comes out, and I go in and do my solo. After I'm done, he tells me he's putting me in ADVANCED BAND. WITH JUNIORS AND SENIORS. I'm scared~

Anyway, after that, it was time for The Meeting. I get to meet freaking Fall Out Boy.

So I get to the Best Buy a little late, and they already handed out all the wristbands. They only handed out 300, so me and my friend were nervous about getting in. We went inside to see if we could see the band as they walked by and I got a lame video of it. After that, we run downstairs to see if we can get in line for the signing. The guy tells us we have to wait until the 300 people go through first. We meet some cool kids and then the line opens up! We ran over there to get in line.

When we finally get upstairs, they tell us that everyone who already has a copy of the album that wants to get it signed can just get ahead of the people who have to buy the album. We cut like 20 people because the bums didn't get the album ahead of time. All I see when I first get up there is these rad glasses Patrick has on. I complimented him on them, and then he complimented me on this necklace I had on that had like 30 different colors on it. And then Andy doesn't say anything to anyone because he doesn't like these kinds of things. Joe looked tired, so I wasn't gonna bother him. Pete was apparently giving hugs, but he didn't give us one because the BB people were asses and wouldn't let him. :( So he was like, "I like your hair" but they shooed me out of line before I could tell him what I wanted to tell him. But Jenna told him about Kristen and her "camretarded" self. xD I love Kristen.

Anyway, that was my day yesterday. :D

Today, I found out what bad shape Lola (my rabbit) is in. :( We're gonna have to put her to sleep. :'(((( iay lola

Anyway. :] My week in a nutshell.

Okay, so maybe that idea failed

But never fear, o internet of wisdom.

ISTP - "Artisan". Impulsive action. Life should be of impulse rather than of purpose. Action is an end to itself. Fearless, craves excitement, master of tools. 5.4% of total population.

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Wow I suck at updating.

I'm gonna try to update at least three times a week, everyday eventually.

Anyway, I just got back from Morocco, and it was amazing.
To say the very very least.

I graduate in 4 weeks.
My brother is coming back in six.
My best friend is coming to my graduation, and she lives in California.

<3 Right now, my life is okay, because I've got a buttload of homework to still do, and no where to go.

Ah well.