So, in order for me to accept who I am, I have to list all the things I don't like about myself and all the things I do like about myself.
Things I Don't Like About Myself:
1. I'm fat.
2. My hair is very annoying.
3. I find my voice, when recorded, is incredibly annoying.
4. I have unsuccessful relationships with my "friends" except for one in real life.
5. I spend all my time online.
6. I fail at life.
7. I'm lazy.
8. I never do things I mean to do.
9. I'm very forgetful.
10. I always lose the game.
11. I can be bitchy.
12. I keep secrets too big.
13. I don't get told anything.
14. I'm always lonely.
15. None of my irl friends want anything to do with me.
16. None of my irl friends hang out with me.
17. I whine.
18. People don't think I'm pretty.
19. I get zits a lot.
20. I'm too smart for my own good.
21. Boys don't like me.
Things I Do Like About Myself:
1. I'm a talented clarinetist.
2. I'm a talented singer.
3. My hair is individual from others.
4. My nails are very pretty.
5. I listen to really good music.
6. I'm smart.
7. I'd like to think I'm different from everyone else.
8. I can speak my mind without being offensive.
9. I know when to stop.
10. I don't break the law.
11. I'm a vegetarian.
12. I'm not afraid to be different.
13. I'm not afraid to be nerdy.
14. I try to admit when I'm wrong.
15. I try to help people with their problems, even if it doesn't help at all.
Anything else I should add to either list, comment. :]
1 comment:
lol irl. NOW I LOST IT TOO D:<
and, believe me, most of the first list applies to me, too. but I've found in my life that the people who don't put effort into being in a relationship with you - be it a romantic one, a friendly one, that of a coworker/classmate - aren't worth it. Unfortunately, I found out the very, very hard way. But, seriously - don't let it get you down. If they don't give their time to be with you then don't give your time to them by letting it upset you. I know it's fucking hard but when you're a little older and people around you are as mature as you are (or when it's easier to hang with older people who are more mature, like I do) things will get much easier.
and, beauty isn't a static thing. not being 'pretty' doesn't mean you can't be attractive. ok, you're not my type, but that doesn't mean you're not attractive. I think keltie colleen is gorgeous but a couple of my friends think I'm cray cray and blind and that she's the fuggest thing to ever walk the earth. lol.
your hair is rad and you have really nice eyes and a pretty smile. you just haven't worked out how to work it yet to show off your best qualities. like, look at me. I am so, so fug without this haircut. I'm not lying, I got my hair cut differently and sudddenly EVERYONE was looking and I was like '...wtf'. It's just about knowing what looks good and working with that.
and you're not fat D:<
16. you're funny
17. you're intelligent (not just 'smart'; there's different types of intelligent and I feel this should be made known)
18. you're very mature for your age
19. you're very easy to talk to and relate to
20. you can write
21. you UNDERSTAND THE BASIC CONCEPTS OF SPELLING AND GRAMMAR. that shouldn't be there because everyone should understand grammar, but I have friends who are 16-20 years old and just dont understand it and it makes me ):
so you get props for knowing that too. lol.
lol ok I stop comment raping now
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